Mount Tambora dan Lord Byron’s Darkness
15 Jul 2010 2 Comments
in Poems Tags: 1815, Darkness, Lord Byron, Mt. Tambora Eruption, My Favourite Poem, The Aftermath

Meletusnya Gunung Tambora dan Puisi Lord Byron ‘Darkness’.
Barusan saya membaca tentang meletusnya gunung Tambora (di Pulau Sumbawa) pada tanggal 15 April, 1815. Letusan ini menyebabkan belahan bumi bagian Selatan Utara dilanda kegelapan karena sinar matahari dihalangi oleh lapisan abu yang memenuhi atmosfir dan tahun 1816 di Eropa dikabarkan tidak mengalami musim panas atau dikenal dengan istilah: ‘The Year without a Summer’.
Yang menarik dengan kejadian ini adalah puisi yang ditulis oleh Lord Byron dibulan Juli 1816 berjudul Darkness. Rupanya Lord Byron menggambarkan kejadian ditahun itu didalam puisi tersebut.
Lord Byron’s poem Darkness was written following the aftermath of Mount Tambora explosion (April 15, 1815) Mt. Tambora is located in Sumbawa island, Indonesia. A year later after the eruption, volcanic ash on the atmosphere was still blocking the sunlight to reach the Earth. The year of 1816 was known as ‘The Year without a Summer’.
Darkness
by Lord Byron - July 1816
I had a dream, which was not all a dream.
The bright sun was extinguish’d, and the stars
Did wander darkling in the eternal space,
Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth
Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;
Morn came, and went and came, and brought no day,
And men forgot their passions in the dread
Of this desolation; and all hearts
Were chill’d into a selfish prayer for light:
And they did live by watchfires – and the thrones,
The palaces of crowned kings, the huts,
The habitations of all things which dwell,
Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed,
And men were gathered round their blazing homes
To look once more into each other’s face;
Happy were those who dwelt within the eye
Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch:
A fearful hope was all the world contain’d;
Forest were set on fire but hour by hour
They fell and faded and the crackling trunks
Extinguish’d with a crash and all was black.
The brows of men by the despairing light
Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits
The flashes fell upon them; some lay down
And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest
Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled;
And others hurried to and fro, and fed
Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up
With mad disquietude on the dull sky,
The pall of a past world; and then again
With curses cast them down upon the dust,
And gnash’d their teeth and howl’d: the wild birds shriek’d,
And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,
And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes
Came tame and tremolous; and vipers crawl’d
And twined themselves among the multitude,
Hissing, but stingless, they were slain for food:
And War, which for a moment was no more,
Did glut himself again; a meal was bought
With blood, and each sate sullenly apart
Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;
All earth was but one thought and that was death,
Immediate and inglorious; and the pang
Of famine fed upon all entrails men
Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;
The meagre by the meagre were devoured,
Even dogs assail’d their masters, all save one,
And he was faithful to a corpse, and kept
The birds and beasts and famish’d men at bay,
Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead
Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,
But with a piteous and perpetual moan
And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand
Which answered not with a caress, he died.
The crowd was famish’d by degrees; but two
Of an enormous city did survive, And they were enemies;
They met beside
The dying embers of an altar-place
Where had been heap’d a mass of holy things
For an unholy usage; they raked up,
And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands
The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath
Blew for a little life, and made a flame
Wich was a mockery; then they lifted up
Their eyes as it grew lighter, and
Each other’s aspects. saw, and shriek’d, and died, beheld
Even of their mutual hideousness they died,
Unknowing who he was upon whose brow
Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,
The populous and the powerful was a lump,
Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless,
A lump of death, a chaos of hard clay.
The rivers, lakes, and ocean stood still,
And nothing stirred within their silent depths;
Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,
And their masts fell down piecemeal; as they dropp’d
They slept on the abyss without a surge
The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,
The moon their mistress had expired before;
The winds were withered in the stagnant air,
And the clouds perish’d; Darkness had no need
Of aid from them. She was the universe.
You Are a Child of the Universe – Desiderata
24 May 2010 Leave a Comment
in Poems Tags: Desiderata, Happiness, Inspirational Writing, Max Ehrman, Peace of Mind, Self Acceptance
Among many inspirational writings by famous people there is one that inspires me most. It is called Desiderata (the Desired Things) , written by Max Ehrman in 1927.
Desiderata – Max Ehrman
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others,
even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
@Max Ehrman
I do hope that this beautiful peace of writing gives hope and joy for everyone who read it. GBU!
Happiness
24 Mar 2010 4 Comments
in Poems Tags: Happiness, Inner Peace, Life
So elusive, many try to find it fruitlessly,
By gathering fame, fortune and riches
Many believe friends make them happy,
Others by going to parties or faraway places
But do not confuse happiness with pleasure,
For happiness is the peace deep inside your heart
While pleasure is momentary and easy to disappear,
Once faded you will search for more to be satisfied
People think that happiness can be found,
In taste buds, dreams, marriage or love affair
But many still keep on searching around,
For the inner peace is not there
Happiness is the peaceful feeling from within,
It is when you accept yourself of what you are
And it does not matter either you are pretty or plain,
What is within you that matters by far
Inner contentment is to avoid conflict of the mind,
And do not dwell in things that only others seem to have
But to believe in your own skill and achievement,
And to rejoice for the blessing and everything that you have
If in time of being alone you don’t feel lonely,
And during this solitude you feel the burden is gone
If during this isolation you find serenity,
Then it is the path to true happiness that you have found
With this inner peace you gain strength and power,
While friends and festivities add more spice and flavour
Love and wealth will bring joy and pleasure,
But when things are tough, the strength is within you forever
Kebahagiaan
Banyak orang mencari bahagia, tapi tak tertemukan,
Yaitu dengan mengumpulkan kekayaan atau mencari nama
Banyak yang percaya temanlah yang memberi kebahagiaan,
Dan yang lain dengan jalan berpesta ria atau menjelajahi dunia
Namun jangan salah artikan bahagia dengan senang,
Karena bahagia adalah ketenangan yang jauh dilubuk hati
Kesenangan hanyalah suka cita sesaat dan mudah hilang,
Begitu hilang orang merasa tak ada kepuasan lagi
Ada yang berpendapat kebahagiaan akan terpenuhi,
Dengan makan enak, mimpi indah, pernikahan atau bercinta
Namun setelah terpenuhi masih juga mencari-cari,
Karena mereka tidak memiliki ketenangan jiwa
Kebahagiaan adalah kedamaian dilubuk hati,
Karena kita bisa menerima diri apa adanya
Cantik atau jeleknya rupa itu tak berarti,
Yang paling penting adalah apa yang ada didalamnya
Kedamaian batin adalah menghindari konflik pikiran,
Dan tidak berpikir bahwa orang lainlah yang punya segalanya
Yakinlah bahwa kaupun memiliki kepandaian dan kemampuan,
Dan bersyukurlah dengan semua yang kau punya
Disaat kau sendiri tapi tidak merasa kesepian
Dan didalam kesendirian ini justru merasa lega
Jika disaat keterasingan ini kau rasakan kedamaian,
Maka telah kau temukan jalan menuju bahagia yang sebenarnya
Dengan ketenangan jiwa kau akan tabah dan kuat,
Teman dan pesta-ria hanyalah menambah manisnya kehidupan
Sedangkan cinta dan harta akan memberi senang dan nikmat,
Namun jika semuanya hilang, kekuatan batin masih ada tersimpan
(Lois B – Written on Tuesday 25/09/2007)
Monyet Kecil di Shopping Plaza
09 Oct 2009 7 Comments
in Poems Tags: Bandung, di-Shopping Plaza, Kisah Monyet Kecil, Poem
Lihatlah aku!
Siapakah aku ini?
Berpegang erat pada terali besi merah
Duniaku hanya berapa langkah kecil
Aku ini sendiri menanti
Apa yang kuharapkan?
Aku sendiri tak tahu pasti
Pandanglah aku ini!
Mereka bilang aku ini sesuatu yang lucu
Mata mereka berseri melihatku terkesima
Tidakkah mereka itu melihat?
Mataku pudar karena jemu
Tidakkah mereka dengar jeritanku?
Takut dan pedih terkurung sendiri.
Ingatanku samar tertimbun nyeri
Badan dan kaki ini kaku membeku
Dulu duniaku hijau
Dipepohonan itu kami bercanda
Hangatnya surya hampir kulupa
Pelukan mama sudah tak terasa
Hidup ini sekarang hampa
Aku ingin bebas lagi
Aku tak mau sendiri
Aku benci kurungan besi merah ini
Aku muak pada bau kotoranku sendiri
Aku ini bukan benda yang bisa kau miliki
Aku mau memanjat pohon pohon itu lagi
Tidakkah kau manusia dengar tangisanku ini?
Catatan: Monyet kecil ini kami lihat disebuah Pet Shop di salah satu pusat pertokoan di Bandung, Indonesia.
A little Monkey in a Shopping Plaza
Look at me!
Who am I anyway?
I’m clinging to this red iron rails
My world is just around this tiny space
All alone I am waiting
What am I hoping for?
I myself will never know
Watch me!
They think I am amusing
Those eyes sparkle starring at me
But don’t they see?
Boredom has clouded my eyes
Don’t they hear my cry?
I’m afraid and sad captured in this cage
My thoughts are hiding behind this pain
My feet and body are aching
Long ago my world was green
Among the trees life was fun and carefree
I can’t remember the warmth of the sunlight
No more I feel mother’s embrace
Now my life is an empty space
I want to be free!
I don’t want to be alone!
I hate this red iron cage!
I’m sick of all this dirt!
I’m not something that can be owned!
I want to climb trees again!
Don’t you human hear my plea?
Note: We saw this poor little monkey in a Pet Shop in a Shopping Centre in Bandung, Indonesia.
White Angel’s Trumpet
24 Apr 2009 1 Comment
in Poems Tags: Angel's trumpet, Plant, Poem, Writing

Colour of white
An appearance of purity
They are hanging there
Dancing
Rocking
Blown by morning breeze
Brugmansia candida
What a beautiful name
The pretty angel
But beneath its beauty
Something sinister is hidden
Poison is flowing
Dangerous
Deadly…..
Thoughts:
The angel’s trumpet plant on the side of my house is blooming. From my window I can see the large white pendulous bell flowers dance following the rhythm of morning breeze. Who has ever thought that such beautiful flowers contain deadly poison? It is not only the flowers that are poisonous, but every parts of the plant are deadly.
I adore flowers and very often I compare them with human and mostly women. So many flowers out there. They have different look and different traits and personality. So have women. What kind of women portrays the look and characteristics of Brugmansia candida? Pretty on the outside but nasty on the inside…….
Have you known a woman who is sweet and friendly in front of you, but nasty behind you? This type of women enjoys gossips and cruel innuendos. They enjoy talking to everyone. Behind the friendliness, they are vindictive and envious. To get what they want, they will do everything, even if it means hurting other people. They are tricky, deceitful and dishonest.
Oh, pretty Angel’s trumpet blooms, I still see you gently dance out there, blown by the morning breeze………………
For Those Young At Heart
15 Mar 2009 1 Comment
in Poems Tags: Life, Poem, Song Parody, Wondrous Thing
Growing Old is not a laughing matter, but it is nothing wrong to have a bit of fun and humour. I found this song parody and it is for those who are not so very young anymore but feel young at heart. Let us sing and have a bit of fun…..
Wondrous Things
Julie Andrew’s song in the film The Sound Of Music
Medicines, doctors and needles for knitting,
Walkers and handrails and new dental fittings,
Bundles of magazines tied up in string,
These are a few of my favourite things….
Hearing aids, magnifying glasses and
Polident and Fixodent, false teeth in glasses,
Pacemakers, golf carts and porches with swings,
These are a few of my favourite things….
When the bladder leak,
When the bones creak,
When the knees go bad,
I simply remember my favourite things,
And then I don’t feel so bad….
Hot tea and softer food for easy chewing,
No spicy hot food, sugary and salty things,
Bathrobes and heat pads and hot meals they bring,
These are a few of my favourite things…
Back pains, confused brains and hard remembering,
Thin bones and fractures and hair that is thinning,
And we won’t mention our short shrunken frames,
When we remember our favourite things….
When the joints ache, when the hips break,
When the eyes grow dim,
Then I remember the great life I’ve had.
And then I don’t feel so bad……
Note: My husband just had a set of hearing aids for the very first time. So I dedicated his song for him
Sorrow
05 Jan 2009 Leave a Comment
in Poems Tags: Jerit Malam, Poem, Sorrow
For Those in Sorrow:
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year’s course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness and the word ‘happy’ would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. (Carl Jung)
How true it is that sadness and sorrow is a vital part in our life. Just like Carl Jung said, some one will be impossible to feel happy and to know what happiness is without experiencing sadness and sorrow. However, I’m sure too many people around the world are not possible to live a good life. For many the bad luck is brought by some forces beyond their control.
This new beginning of 2009 has been tainted by more violence in Gaza both by Israel and Palestine and it brings more sorrows and sadness to many innocent people. If we look around, food crisis is still dominating the scenes of many poor countries, especially some part of Africa and Asia. Housing crisis, unemployment, alcohol and drug abuse and the list will go on. They are still robbing many people from having a balance and contented life…………
I wrote this poem dedicated for many of those who are in sorrow in this beginning of the New Year.
Sorrow
Moonlight glimmers
Softly it brightens the dark night
Troubled soul whispers
Deep down inside this heart
Drown in the dark of night
Can anyone run away?
Blinded by the daylight
At night this mind’s fully awake
Can someone find peace?
This sorrow refuses to hide
The heart’s flooded by grief
It hurts even more at night
Moonlight glimmers
Refuses to sooth the torn
This sorrow is endless
The moon and stars scorn
Same Poem in Indonesian:
Tangisan Jiwa
Temaran sinar bulan
Lembut membasuh maya pada
Jauh dilubuk angan
Pikiran ini menguak jiwa
Tenggelam diikegelapan malam ini
Bisakah insan melarikan diri?
Buta mata ini disorotan mentari
Terungkap hati ini digelap hari
Bisakah insan cari damai
Jerit hati enggan sembunyi
Jiwa ini merintih merantai
Semakin pedih dimalam hari
Temaran sinar bulan
Tidak membasuh angan
Pedih hati tak terobatkan
Bulan dan bintang mentertawakan
(Also visit: http://www.thoughts.com/Gwatlan/blog)
Foxy
09 Nov 2008 1 Comment
in Poems, Wonderful Animals Tags: Foxy, Our Pet Dog, Poem
Foxy
Sad and forlorn in the pen alone
A small dog reddish brown colour tone
Short curled-up tail enticingly cute
He was ten years old but a beaut
People said too old to be adopted
But he was the dog our son selected
Foxy is a dog, not a cat or a rabbit
But he eats carrots and licks his feet
Being a Basenji cross he barks rarely
Always up and about he rests lightly
Very agile, intelligent and playful
He enjoys his new life to the full
He used to be obsessed with ball
He kicked it up and down the hall
Fetched it as quickly as a blast
Barked if it was not thrown as fast
Up to the air he jumped and twisted
And caught the ball hardly missed it
He was as good as Pele or Maradona
Though his passion at times went too far
With a ball near his mouth he would tease
Would you play ‘get it if you can, please?’
To get the ball off him was not an easy trick
It was very hard because he was very quick
Going for a walk is another thing
Foxy still enjoys doing besides eating
He stops and sniffs at the base of trees
A sprinkle of piss to mark off territories
He is friendly and makes people happy
Many kids think he‘s still a puppy
Written by Lois B.
Basenji is an ancient dog breed from Central Africa. They were originally bred for hunting. Though these dogs are considered barkless, it doesn’t mean that they are completely soundless, instead they chortle, chatter, and yodell if they are bored or restless. They look more like a small gazelle with a curled up tail and are very neat both in shape and appearance, always groom themselves and lack doggy odour. They have very short and smooth coat which can be sable or black in colour with some white markings. Some mistakenly name this breed “The Egyptian Dogs” because of the carving on steles in the tombs of Egytian Pharaohs. Just like how they look today, basenji carvings with alert pricked up ears and tightly curled up tails can be seen sitting near their master’s feet.
Being very alert, fast runners and good climbers, basenjis must be kept in a secure backyard with reasonably high fence. They are very intelligence, playful, beguiling and can be a bit stubborn in nature. A medium size breed and weigh around 10 – 12 kg, very sleek with beautiful long and shapely legs. The crinkle forehead gives them an impression of a sad or thoughtful look.
Note:
After Foxy died March 23, 2009… we were not so sure that he was actually a basenji x. He looked more like a shiba inu:
Ikeya Seki Comet
26 Oct 2008 2 Comments
in Poems Tags: Comet, Ikeya Seki, Poem, Writing
Java, late October 1965 and I was 13 years old at the time. That night our father woke us up and told us to go outside to see “lintang kemukus”. It is a Javanese name for a comet. When I looked up, there almost filling across the dark sky was the bright tail of Ikeya Seki Comet. It was so bright and so big that I could see white things floating in it (I’m not sure what they are… could be ice particles or space dust ??). I was standing there with mouth opened wide and my heart beating so fast. Despite the breathtaking beauty, it actually scared me. Was it a message from God? I just felt so humble….
The night after, we checked it again and it was still there as brilliant as before. I heard rumours that the comet was a sign of disaster bound to happen. The old belief said that a comet as bright as that was a sign of bad luck or even the end of the world. The result was that it brought more fear in me. I could not look at it for too long as I started to tremble. (Back in 1965, my knowledge of comets was just about zero. To day we can find any infos as easy as looking at the internet) For many nights it was there until it started to fade and reduced in size and disappeared completely.
Link for another witness of this great comet:
www.home.aone.net.au/~byzantium/comets.html
Facts about Ikeya-Seki Comet:
Source: Wikipedia.
Comet Ikeya-Seki, formally designated C/1965 S1, 1965 VIII, and 1965f, was a comet discovered independently by Kaoru Ikeya and Tsutomu Seki. First observed as a faint telescopic object on September 18, 1965, the first calculations of its orbit suggested that on October 21, it would pass just 450,000 km above the Sun’s surface, and would probably become extremely bright.
Comets can defy all predictions, but Ikeya-Seki performed as expected. As it approached perihelion observers reported that it was clearly visible in the daytime sky next to the Sun. In Japan, where it reached perihelion at local noon, it was seen shining at magnitude −10[1]. It proved to be one of the brightest comets seen in the last thousand years, and is sometimes known as the Great Comet of 1965.
The comet was seen to break into three pieces just before its perihelion passage. The three pieces continued in almost identical orbits, and the comet re-appeared in the morning sky in late October, showing a very bright tail. By early 1966, it had faded from view as it receded into the outer solar system.
Ikeya-Seki was a member of the Kreutz Sungrazers, which are all fragments of a large comet which broke up in 1106. The two largest fragments of Ikeya-Seki, labeled S1-A and S1-B, will return to the inner Solar System in 877 and 1,056 years, respectively.(JPL).
It is also said that at its maximum length, Ikeya-Seki’s tail extended for 70 million miles, ranking it as the fourth largest ever recorded. Only the Great Comets of 1680, 1811 and 1843 had tails stretching farther out into space. While the comet’s head faded rapidly, the tail continued to be visible well into November even as the comet moved rapidly away from the Sun. (Joe Rao)
Ikeya-Seki Comet
Gaping mouths in awe and admiration
Massive, it could be seen through naked eye
Heavenly display very uncommon
Ikeya-Seki comet filled the night sky
Floating in the tail was clear white hue
So vivid, it’s beauty brought dread and fear
In wonder, my young mind raced for a clue
Feeling like in God’s present I shivered
For many nights it appeared before our eyes
Rumours of world’s end was going around
Then it started to fade with no disguise
Life still exists long after it has gone
Other comets are nothing to compare
To October Nineteen Sixty Five’s glare
Poem written by: Lois B













